sweet dreams

She was there in my dream....

I miss her but it was never meant to be.

~lonely~

secret of youth

you wan to feel young ???

I dunno bout you but 4 me its kart wheeling.

Could do it as a small kid and just 2 days ago i discovered i could do it again after a long time.

It brings back good memories.

So... wat makes you feel young ???

Off to Penang on thursday night.If you need anything let me know earlier ( no... there is no tapau for char keoy teow )

~kart wheeling~

i need help ...

I have not felt much stress b4 than what i am experiencing now.

and it has sum serious side effets.

most ppl eat chocolates when they r stressed ( i am doing dat )

sum starve themselves

or drown themselves in alcohol

but me...

i cant get this word out of my mind

its...

Jay Chao

ever since cheer i have been saying it atleast every 5minutes and i keeps going on in my mind.

and i just saw how he looks like on tuesday 4 the 1st time

cant w8 4 end year break so i can get this f***ing name out of my mind

Now even the bus have got no place to seat

~!@#$%^&*I you july intake, make the bus so farking full

and 2day

i saw ( or thought ) a driver that sent kids to school at yuk chai ( i think ).

He was bald

nothing wrong right ???

then i saw 2 things bouncing up and down ( bounce bounce )

so its either a bald guy with farking big boobs

or...

a bald lady with big boobs....

It was a lady .......

i need sum help to get over this trauma

~gg~

tagged by don

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
god,money, happiness, friends

2) Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
nope....I have sum principles to stick to.

3) Do you smoke?
no but with friends that do, i am dying faster than them

4) What is the latest gadget that you own?
my phone...and dat was like more than a year ago....no $$$ -.-

5) Who did you mostly text yesterday?
no1 really.no credit.

6) How old are you & are you a virgin?
18 and still a virgin

7) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Lrt ticket ( masjid jamek 2 kelana jaya )

8) Where do you wish to get married?
church....then the reception in a pro place

9) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
no idea...being single sux x.x

10) How many kids do you want? 2 maybe ???

11) Are you in love?
i was and now i am not.lets not talk bout it

12) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Summers for steamboat.Went with college mates

13) Name the latest book that you bought?
chemistry practical book thingy that tell test for anions and cations and stuff ( yea yea i got no life zzz )

14)What is your full name?
Matthew John Arulappu... now u know

15)Do you believe in GOD?
yes...1 of the few certainties in life

16)Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
that special sum1

17) Christina or Britney?
Rihanna ^^

18)Do you do your laundry?
Ns is over so i guess not

19)The most exciting place you want to go
no idea

20)Hugs or Kisses?
both

22)Single or attached?
single, sadly but its must better than chasing sum1. Less stress

23)Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
really helpful,pro chef in training,fun 2 chill out with, can suddenly dc...,hides his white hair by dying his hair brown ^^

8 Things I say too often:-
-wtf
-omg
-feng shui
-zhadou
-that is so jay chou ( just started using it 2day ^^ )
-layan
-what did he say ( living in a world with chinese speaking ppl zzz )
-dun make me laugh

8 Things I’m passionate about: -
-dance
-guitar
-music
-sleeping
-love
-life
-happiness
-friends

8 Songs I could listen to over and over again:
-the way i are ~ timberland
-stronger ~ kanye west
-dance floor anthem ~ good charlotte
-dimelo/do you know ~ enrique iglessieas
-low ~ flo-rida and T pain
-my guardian angel ~ red jumpsuit apparatus
-when you say nothing at all ~ ronald keating
-umbrella ~ rihanna

8 Things I learned last year:
-should have got my phone earlier zzz
-should have studied harder
-should have gone cheer
-school life rox
-not sleeping in physics
-sleep is good
-basketball basics
-how nice it is to have such a good neighbour who lets u own him in bball,play ps2 and free milo ^^

8 People to tag:
andrea,daniel,gene harn,kelvin chew,obama,saiful,the old guy who watches porn in pro x ( haven seen him 4 a very very long time ), and 1 else who reads this blog cause i have no idea who u are

bz bz bz

yesterday : footsal, steamboat

today : driving lessons =.=

tommorow : cheer08.Going with don and sum small kids

day after tomorrow : driving test ...

currently bz in

• studies ( abit la but i aint joking )


• dance


• guitar


• basketball

Cant believe i played gunbound 4 more than 1 hour with nicklaus.

Everytime i miss the bus and watch it leave right infront of my face....nicholas aka the fringe was always there...3rd time already MCB!@#$%

Mr. leonard lives in ss2 and he eats ice cream like there is no tomorrow.If he went to China, they should make a movie out of it.I just dun seem him making it there.

random pic- made in NS when i couldnt talk

zzzz.i go sleep 1st

~caoz~

Here come the July intake

On thursday, the july intake for a-levles, cimp and mufy in sunway started.Me and my fwens went there acting like july intake looking at the ppl there.The a-level booth was so dam empty that i dun think i saw any1 register.Must be miss ann ( lala bitch ).

anyway i met a few ppl.

• Ian Ng - he just returned from Ns in sum camp in terengganu.He said sum hotel cattered his food ( wtf @#$% ).He looks the same though and will b doing CIMP.( i think he missed out the 'good' batch ).
• Izzat - He left after form3 and go dunno where.Last time i saw him, he was tall and dam skinny.Now...he is shorter ( ok so mayb i am taller ) and he is fat.Diu... from a skinny guy to his face getting round.wtf man. He will b doing MUFY.
• Topek - i think his real name is Taufik.Dun really know him but we were from ns.I think he is doing CIMP or MUFY, cant remember
• Kiret - This is the most random and unexpected 1.While w8ting 4 the bus after college, i was looking across the road when a red mivi with 2 punjabi ( 1 with turban ) just passed out of the guard house.It didnt really strike me then suddenly i saw the blue ns celoreng pants.I was like diu... Kiret.He also recognised me and stopped the car and chat 4 a bit.The 1st thing he said to me was ......" dude you shaved "

Was doing Daniel's tag yesterday but just when i wanted to post it the thing like suddenly dissapeared.And it took me 4ver to do it.zzzz Will do it when i get sum time.

Life is dam stressful yet more interesting in a way.

~caoz~

p.s.- Linkin Park Leave out all the rest rox!!!!!!!