fuck malays

i hate malays


i hate chinese who help malays rob ppl.


I feel stupid.....


I wish 4 so many thing that would happen 2 you 2 bastards that i dun even know where 2 start.


I miss my phone.Without it i feel dam empty.At my computer table i feel sum thing missing, in my left pocket i feel it lighter.I miss you and i am sorry i had to lose you 2 a knnbcb malay.All the good times we had together.....I remembered starving myself 2 save enough money to buy you with my measly rm60 1 month.You will always be my fav phone...

i feel stupid and pissed off

camping in a pondok

5 guys

a basketball and a volleyball

3 phones with songs

in a pondok

in the rain

talking stuff

dats my life

its not as bad as it sounds

kbcb rain

"random guy" : lets try jump onto the slackline
us : wth.... you do 1st la

random guy jumps

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lands on rope

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fall in between ropes

us : hahahahahaha~

The slackline has claimed 3 victims... who's next

Dam........ i wan go play slackline

kbcb rain

i have no idea wat the random guy was thinking....

but we all know who he is ^^

Rain makes ppl emo...

The past week it was raining almost everyday.Its seriously dam f****-ed up.And know i feel emo for no apparent reason ( not cause i wan 2 la ).

I dunno why things are getting messed up....Even the rain is making sum of my friends emo and easily agitated.When it happened quite sum time ago because i didnt know him 2 well, it was kinda hurtful and pissing off.But i guess i am used 2 it so wen he replies in his own pissed off way 2 a simple random joke i just give him space....

I guess i am feeling emo because there are alot of things that we desire but dont have.Maybe we just want them because we dont have them and tend 2 4get the precious things we already have.Whether its human disire 2 posses what we dont have or our quest 2 find sumthing 2 make out life worth makes us rather miserable.Thats why we do all kinds of things just 2 keep ourself occupied, just 2 dull our senses unconciously.I guess i am emo, wishing 4 things that i wish i had now...

AS exams starts on tuesday and will end on 21st november.After that is lepaking,dancing,rock climbing and clubbing a bit.Just have 2 hold out till then.

Oh yea... managed 2 touch the basketball board which sum ppl ( cough cough wahahaha ) cant do. Didnt expect 2 reach it.

I wish i wasnt emo now....

Why does life have 2 suck now

diu......

Wishing good luck 2 Arthur and Yaacob who are having their PMR

( even though yaacob didnt invite me 2 his open house cause he didnt have my number..... Dun make excuses.Now i have 2 w8 4 next year. haha )

Please pray 4 me during my exams...I need all the help i can get

Last night i saw a cloud that looked like cuddles holding a balloon...

~cuddles~

ps. being emo makes me super random

rock climbing round 2

After giving my fingers and arm time 2 recover, went rockclimbing with Don and Danny.Darryl was also there doing much more challenging stuff and of course darryl-ing.

Met my pet sis and 2 other ns ppl.Took them 2 1 u.Everytime ask them wat u wan 2 do they say dunno.It was dam chinese atmosphere which even started in the taxi ( talking with the driver in chinese - feeling blur and confused - ). Anyway the 1st thing they said was i lost weight ( every1 says dat now days ... ).

Fell bout 5 meters on 1 of the climbing thing and landed safely on the mat.The falling time was pretty cool ( long hang time haha ).Managed 2 get passed the undercut in the sentinal thing but no strenght 2 pull myself up.Overall it was a pretty cool day.

Curse phrase of the day : f***ing jay chou sm ( while climbing the sentinel ).Scared of heights k

Words of wisdom : our plans never work, that why we bring guns ( from red vs blue )

Guess i will start rockclimbing in december after the stewpid exams are over.

Going sandy 2 study cause i cant study at home....

-caoz-